my wish , to merge my friends.

Over the years ... i've gained and came to an end with sooo many friendships ... from the TWO-FACED , TRIFLING, GOOD FOR NOTHING , DISLOYAL , BETRAYAL , TALKING OF BEHIND BACK, etc all things that just simply DO NOT equal up to a true FRIEND ... however i've kept my circle of friends v e r y small .. don't get me wrong you may catch me here and there partying , clubbing with ASSOCIATES , but friends last a lifetime .. (remember these are just random thoughts of mine ).. I wanted to take the time out to thank each and everyone of the people i can r e a l l y call FRIENDS.. not the ones i see in public and feel the urge to do the whole "walk the other way thing"... i respect , honor ,adore and have truely taken something from you guys if you guys have noticed that or not is another story...i just wish i had the ability of merging them together....

now the merging...

I think i try extremely TO TO hard trying to impress everyone i hate the fact that outsiders believe i have TWO different set of friends...i shouldn't have to feel like im "playing" someone out because of the things i may want to do on a certain day i l o v e each of you the same ... and try my b e s t to put equal amount of energy into my friendships.... College psht a different story another thing that people have a misconception of COLLEGE is just another highschool that takes a far ride to reach... DO NOT for a second think i've gone to school and have a new set of "friends" ... i went away to b e t t e r myself as well as knowledge on things i have yet to cover.. if you all actually took the time to realize small things instead of reaching for a story everything would be peanut butter and jelly ,...


I LOVE ALL OF YOU EQUALLY , AND COULDNT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOU'LL <3 <3 <3 <3

Some may say " Zadasia changed" , "Zadasia is hollywood" , "Zadasia dont be with the 5 no'more" Zadasia , Zadasia , Zadasia , Zadasia , Zadasia

NO DARLING.. Zadasia g r e w UP...